Wednesday, March 30, 2011

WTF

My beta doubled.  I have been told to stay the course with my meds and come back in on Monday for another beta.  Oh, and to rest with my feet up as it appears that I could be miscarrying a twin.

Let's see, what else??

Oh, and just so you all know, I don't expect this to end well still. That may sound pessimistic, but I don't really hear a lot of low initial betas ending well. Try not to get all cheerleader-y because when the weekend ends, I figure all this will, too.  I want you guys to know that I am prepared for what is most likely to come. I will keep you all updated as I know more.

Thanks for the prayers and thoughts and offerings of sympathy.  I love you guys.

9 comments:

  1. I won't deny it, I don't know what to think (but of course I can't help but have a whisper of hopefulness. Hey, that's what we do!). This sucks. Sending hugs your way xx

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  2. So sorry youre in limbo. I wont be cheerleadery. I remember how scary it was. Just know I am thinking of you and praying hard.

    Hugs!

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  3. Ugh, limboland sucks so bad. I'm sorry you have to deal with this. I guess, in the mean time, just try to enjoy having your feet up. I'm still shooting positive vibes your way, no matter what.

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  4. Sorry you don't have answers yet. The first few weeks are the worst! I won't go overboard with optimism, but just know I'm hoping for the best. :hugs:

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  5. With your beta doubling, that's a good sign, right? I am keeping you in my thoughts Aub, i really hope that lil beanie/s stay sticky.

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  6. It really sucks to not know what is going on and to not know whether to be happy or sad. Bless your heart! I will continue to keep you in my prayers!

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  7. We are all here for you regardless of the outcome. I hope you are able to distract yourself at least a little each day and have a few happy, non worried moments.

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  8. I've heard of this happening before. It is good that your beta doubled - they do start off low. Sorry - I'm not meaning to be a cheerleader - I just really hope there's a happy ending to all of this for you. I really, really do. I'm so sorry you're going through this. :(

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  9. Praying hard for you!! I know it would be difficult to think it would turn out okay. Ill be thinking of you and sending all the positive energy I can muster. <3 Hugs

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